Friday, September 9, 2016

Long Distance

After having started being apart for so long it doesn't necessarily feel as bad as I was expecting it to be, but of course we haven't been apart that long compared to other couples. Rather, we have only been together for barely anytime compared to some other people. It kind of feels lonely though, for example, when you've had a harder than usual day or you just feel alone. The person that you're so used to being with a driving distance is now a train ride away that still takes 11 hours to get there. I shouldn't complain though. I prefer this over not being together at all. We have done that before, and it is horrible. I would rather us be torn apart by distance if that is our fate, but i will never give up until there is no more working it out. I think if you're in a relationship though you and your significant other should be communicating because if you can communicate then no distance can tear you apart. Well at least that's how it works in my head anyways. I can't believe we have been together for two years already. I really hope this works out in the end. I want her to be my one and only for the rest of my life. If that could be granted to me I would be the happiest person on this earth. Anyways, I really hope I'm able to get a job with my school that pays good money. I really want to be able to visit her over the holidays although it makes me sad that I would be using all my money to visit her, but I wouldn't be able to get her any amazing gifts.